Melony Louise's Natural Habitat

Last night through to today was weird. Basically, I got used to piss the boy off by some of his friends (even when I tried to have it not happen) and he had a bad time with it (mostly cos he went out to find us and had some heart problems and an encounter with some weirdo night folks). And through out into this morning he teased me about and bugged me about it and he said and did so much (combined with my own still intact guilt) that my poker face cracked. Now, I may be a sobbing hormonal bitch at the drop of a hat at home, but to be away from home (even just to my second home, which would be the boy's) and go from fine and all laughs to actually crying upset is for the most part unusual for me (and definitely scared the crap out of him).

Augh, I can't figure out how to say what I want to say. It sucked, but there's an aspect to it that was relieving. I don't know what aspect though. Bah.

[Note: Post photoshopped. I rephrased some things so it was more understandable or at least attemptedly so.]