Melony Louise's Natural Habitat

So Thursday, I get to go to my school at SEVEN AM for a final that will take fifteen minutes. You have no clue how unhappy I am about this. It's a fucking physical education final, too! All this work for one, maybe two if the typo is suddenly factual, units! Agggh!

But tomorrow, I'm gonna go to a seminar about their Spring '08 study abroad program. They're sending people to Paris for art, I do believe. I'll know more after tomorrow, cos I just saw STUDY IN PARIS on the flyer, didn't need much more to hook me, haha.

See, I really do want to study abroad and have that traveling experience, because I feel my life is very broke of travel. I mean sure, I've been to a couple hundred places in California, and then I do take the occasional trip to Nevada, and there was that trip to Chicago a couple years back, but that's IT. And my sister's going to Spain in the fall. SPAIN. So I just feel inspired to check out my own chances to do that sort of thing.

But simultaneously, I am in a relationship. And I do fret at the idea of "what if I by choice kill a really good relationship just to go to another country?" Plus, even if the relationship is strong enough ... I'm sorry, but shit happens when you're far from home and weird stuff happens with people in general, so one never knows how life could end up.

[Plus, I hate to be superstitious ... but in palmistry I have a travel line with two lines through it! That means my travels will result in bad things!]

So, thanks to my Creative Writing final, I get to spend the next week writing and rewriting. Rewrite my one story, write another story, rewrite that one, rewrite my poetry reading paper, write my letter about why I chose those stories or stories at all over poetry, rewrite the letter. I also have lines to memorize.

[Btw, I'M ON POINTLESS DRIVEL LIVE ON SUNDAY]

Which reminds me, the audition didn't happen because "they" took back the rights. Cos there might be a touring production in the works. Bastards!!