Melony Louise's Natural Habitat

Things that made tonight awkward.

Six of us at a table at TGIFriday's. First one's leaving for Oregon in the morning, the next one had a big fat crush on me about a year ago, next is his girlfriend and The Boy's exgirlfriend with her adorable few month old baby (who for Chrissake isn't The Boy's!), then me, then the black guy whose nice enough but his very presence is resulting in some of the shittiest service I ever had, then a deaf girl I have no way of communicating with.

I rarely have issues with jealousy, but when I do, I can't control what I'm thinking. Mixed with bad microwaved food, I barely ate. I got a fifteen dollar bill tonight for shitty food, shitty service, and Ryan's salad. Assholes.

And homework is on my mind a lot. It's painful.