An idea of my life.
Melony Louise: So want to hear how socially inept Nessa and I are?
Sam: Sure lol
Melony Louise: I told her I had an idea of making business of cards that said "Hi, you look like you may be an awesome person, here's my: (email, myspace, all messangers)" to hand out to people so I could make friends.
Melony Louise: I said this hoping I'd be mocked.
Melony Louise: Not only does she like the idea, she wants her own set!
Sam: ...
Sam: Dude.
Sam: ....
Sam: Can I have a set too?

So I've been awarded this not by one person, but two. One, being Whenn of Opinion Minions, and the other being Mr. Fab of Pointless Drivel. Though I guess for the sake of this he's Miss Fab. Whatever.

Quoteth Miss Fab: "She is my only angst-ridden internet skank bisexual friend who is under legal voting age."

Quoteth Whenn: "This intelligent 17 year old from California writes about her personal experiences as an adolescent in a not so innocent world. I must say, I am very surprised at how much times have changed since I was a teen! Melony Louise writes in a witty and intelligent manner, giving full release to her thoughts and feelings. Keep rockin' girl!"

Thanks to the both of you! And now. The rules say to tag five others, but I really only have one person to tag, since I'm not as good of a blog whore as I should be, and that would be...

Katili of KatScratchFever. What, I love her, dammit! She got me addicted to Pokemon (well, I would have done that to myself anyway, but...), Animal Crossing, Twitter, blogging in general, and now she might even get me in on her little Blythe craze. She's a spiffy chick, and plus ... she has one of the cutest voices ever. Really!
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So I think I need some advice. Though maybe I just need to rant a little. So my ex-girlfriend is in town until the 20th. And Sam is totally awesome and I love hanging around her, especially now more than before, cos she's just grown up a lot in such a short time and yeah. But there's a problem in that we're for the most part not uncomfortable with each other.
Here's what I mean. She hugs me at random. Cuddles on me. Kisses my cheeks. Sits in my lap. Would give family-like pecks on the lips if I let her.

The Boy is a pretty jealous boy. He gets irritated at me playing gay with my straight friends. So my thoughts are, should I feel guilty about how comfortable she is with me (I am) and should I put a stop to it (I do have a limit, as mentioned, but it's a broad one)? The answer to my own question that keeps popping up is, "if she was a he, would you let him act that way?"

But I don't know if that's applicable or what. And I'm kind of afraid to ask The Boy when I see him tomorrow cos I don't want there to be a fight or him to just be ... disappointed? I don't know, it's an odd feeling.

Okay, well, I'm NyQuil'd up, so I'm probably gonna sleep here soon. Gnite!