Melony Louise's Natural Habitat

The Things Melony Louise Is Currently Doing or Has Been Doing Today Instead of Her Final Project Which Is Due in Less Than 24 Hours:

- Playing Pokemon Pearl: I got stuck in a spot while playing on the bus to school and it bothered me until I pulled the guide up ... and then played some more.

- Playing Milpa: It's a puzzle game involving fruit, what is there not to love?

- Swimming: It was fucking hot out and I got forced to pick up bush clippings.

- Being Angsty: It is common for my dad and I to have some sort of fight, for me to know damn well why we had it, but never have the courage to just spit it out. Instead, I bitch and moan to myself and make whatever I'm doing harder.

- Learning Just How My Family Has Fucked Me Up: In connection to that last thought, I've realized that my parents instilled one flaw: anger issues. Basically, it goes as such ... Mel gets a negative emotion, Mel reacts to it with anger, parent reacts to anger with anger, Mel reacts with ... inverted anger, since outward anger and coming back to fix the problem tend to not solve the issue of said parent's reactive anger. I thought until last night this was for the most part normal. Then I tried to pull that on The Boy and he just calmly and nicely said "Mel ... shut the fuck up." Well, much nicer than that, but you get the point. I instantly calmed down, and it worked so much better. So ... yeah ... next thought:

- Feeling Bad For The Boy: Who injured himself at work today when he fell off something (it involved sand palettes and pipes, but it sounded like three hundred people were at his house so he was hard to hear) and landed with all his weight on his shin onto a blade. What use was the blade, and why was it there? No one knows! (And what's even cooler, is when you put in wheat bread, you get pumpernickel, and when you put in pumpernickel, you get a blueberry muffin!)

- Randomly Referencing To Foamy: Just now.

- Writing in my Blog: But everyone knows a blog comes before a sturdy college education anyway.

- Joining Fafarazzi.com: ...I don't even pay attention to paparazzi, what the fuck is my excuse for this one!? Oh yeah, the Scarlett Johanssen ads all over the site. Mrow.


Okay, so tomorrow, I have two finals in the morning. Then, I go home, which will actually be me going to the coffee shop thinking, "I need to go somewhere where my writing energy tends to be focused, and where I can hide my DS from myself." Then, The Boy is supposed to appear for an hour before I go to my last final (of the day and of the semester) at 8:00. Tomorrow is gonna suck. Ugh.